Poetry

Aug 07

the things wfor the ones we love

the things we’ll do for the ones we love!
Alex, the tears flow down the faces of others as we all get crushed about the news. this is number 2 for me and to many it is ther first and they hope its their last. you’ve helpd rough alot thigs and we all shed bye now we could have helped you.
black hair blacker than night, teeth as white as well white. the tub filled water and blood. i just cant beli…ve your gone! the same words going in and out. back and forth.
Alex Alex Alex can you hear me? your name is peirceing my ears! god help us all! the tears keep comming and its hard to get them to stop! just trying to keep my mind some where else just with endless writing, on this page. dont think, wondering if you thought if it was worth it, if your happy, and if your sorry you did it. I MISS YOU!!
i cant express my self to any one they will judge so i bottle things up inside! im thinking of all the happy youve made all of us all of us. the black penment that she gave you was magnifficent and unreplaceable.
you had the best smile ive seen on anyone. your hats your amasing personatly. your my angel in all my night meres.
i hate how your parents treated you and all the abuse they put you through. Alex we miss you!

Jul 27

Only tears can defend me….

  • trying to hide my silent sobbing with a quick swipe of my hands. my hands trying to erase all of the memories that we shared but they flud back in an out of my eyes, and im forced to n them so i grab a book. writing words on this slender piece of paper being so stressed about him. not knowing how and why Can i not stop thinking about whats hes done to me. he used to make me not breath and my heart would skip beats but now, i just don’t breath, and my heart has stop just stop beating. im losing to the devil and al my sins it makes me laugh but now days i hardly ever laugh.
    why am i to hurt because all you do is hurt me and dis arm my weapons of destruction and killer instinct. NO! the onlytng t hurts is watching you kill your s the process. nothing changes but youve done nothing but go back and be a total F’in Di*k. what ever I’m done with all your childish games, i could care less honestly. still cant bele you think i would cheat on you! that’s low even for you. i broke up with the love of my life for you and you still think i would cheat on you. im no hoe. what ever happened to your young mans heart? maybe ill find it on my way to hell. then ill meet you there in a million years becuase nothing can make me say im sorry.
  • ~Daphane<3

Jul 17

Left to die on the inside

im not going to bow down to you. leave me, you’ve done it many times befor. ill make my own way, im here left to die on the insie and out. All ways i had wondered why i loved you, never could i find this stupid little awnser lingering over my head. Its killing me on the inside. i dont care how many times ive kissed you, or said i love you. it means nothing to me.

these…….these… dark shadows, cover my head like a blanket. only can i see what it wants. eighter the good the bad or the unthinkable. pleaseing, praying, practily, paceing my room, looking for the one simple reason why i loved you. i can never find it, i think it might be just because you where hers, and i wanted you more then her.

no. i was never jelouse of her, she was that to me. she ment nothing worthless, rude, hated and no life, but i stuck by her side only me. but she took every thing that i wanted needed and had. she stole my life, and HIM!

this thought flutted my insides and forced my little brown eyes shut. only thinking the worst, kinda like all ways. But i relized i still love you and i will one day i will have you back. my love <3

-Daphane<3

#to avery hehe i told you i would wright it.

Jul 12

R.I.P. Seth Lasater

Dear Seth,

ive been dreading this for 365 days. your anniversary of your death. every day was crucial for me, to accepted fact that your not here. 4:38, i cant sleep all i can think about is you. How the bullet struck your head and you fell dead.

every tear on my face feels like a thoushand needles stabbing me in the heart. But thats how it felt for a while. i miss you, every thing about you.

7… 7… the number for heaven. But i wonder if you ever knew that. 7 the number on your foot ball jersey, 7 the number my number the number. 7 that number makes me know that you are in heaven. im not one to have religious beliefs but i love you so much. you are he reason i carisch life. knowing how fast it can be taken away<3

i love you so much<3 never can i say it enough. Kendall, Daphane, mirandia, lindesy, johnny, hayden, avery, kaite, sarah,sara,sarah tori, your mother, father, and chase, and so many others wil never for get you!

Goodnight ill see you when the sun comes up<3 Good bye…9/23/99-7/12/11

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Jul 11

this guy, is the poetry inspiration!! hes the poet!!! Jamie F. me on the far right, my sister next to me, Jamie in the middle, and my other sister on the left. we had 2 more people but 1 was home in bed from surgery. and the other just didn&#8217;t wanna take the picture! but that&#8217;s the crew!

this guy, is the poetry inspiration!! hes the poet!!! Jamie F. me on the far right, my sister next to me, Jamie in the middle, and my other sister on the left. we had 2 more people but 1 was home in bed from surgery. and the other just didn’t wanna take the picture! but that’s the crew!