Poetry

The world flashed right befor my eyes…

I love silence. the darkness makes me think of all my sins I’ve given god to count. my tattered heart has been through alot. you don’t no me and what I’ve been through then again I don’t know you and what you’ve gone through.

Be glade you not me sitting in my shoes. my heart is ripped in 2 4 12 different pieces, you wouldn’t get it even if I you I wanna play this stupid game, and I don’t hate you. look away as I pit the frame, and cut you outta the picture. so listen to me when I speak and I talk. the darkness is my only friend. but thats okay because when I die I will go see my best friend, darkness where all my story’s and lies lie. darkness where I scream and shout I where I’ve died once before.

now look me on the eyes and tell me you still love me. I’ll look you in the eyes and tell you how much I need you. it’s 3:34 and you’ve screwed me over twice before, but I’m still in love with you. WHY CAN I HATE YOU!! I could never tell you, I love you i do. don’t speak another word, I through the key board on the ground and start spinning around, and thinking of happy things.

turning out the lights leaving is in mind, i never said you couldn’t help and now your putting words into my mouth. now it’s 4:20 still trying to think the light goes off, and I got one light one and a grin on my face. thinking back to a kiss the first one at that. the light goes off and I begin to sink back to my best friend … Darkness who’d you think. I scream out three words and begin to cry, they said your name witch I adore I stop for a moment. just paralyzed into ever lasting thought. about he much I love you, beginng to become understroght, I begin to relax its. 6:03 and now I am asleep so bye the next time I see you I’ll let my lips be the gun, my kisses be the bullets, than you can label me a killer, and I’ll shoot you down with every kiss and hug and every tear. I’m lost with out you here my dear I just would like you to know, how much I love you and still care. I’m never sure if you mean what you say, but to these words are powerful, wonderful, inspiration but you will never feel my pain. because in sitting in the damn dark reading to my best friend.

screw light and silence, I would rather listen to the world scream, as it gets into eternal darkness I hate silence it keeps me realize I’m alone I fall once more build up the wall and slam the door and cry to the god that dissent exist. these are my worst of fears. do you hear my screams or how about my cries. you not here so bask in the sun. I will burn I’m hell leave me here and if this poem makes you hate me than screw the world and I will go into my silence I hate darkness it lies to mr until I fall asleep and silence gives me time to think if all my sins given to god to count for what I have done but I have the barrel turned to my head click click. I love you boom! did you hear my scream or how about my cries my world just flashes right before my eyes.

~daphane

You knew……

Red orange purple yellow black blue….Red orange purple yellow black blue

you knew, you knew all the pain you put them through.you thought that homosexiluty was a disease. you knew, you knew all the hurt they have because of you. you knew each and every tear before it came.

i stand there in the distence. Waiting for them to come out alive. I stand there wanting something to change.

Red orange purple yellow black blue…not just colors but something they live by something people like you can never take away. You say they have a disease but honestly it you. all you.

Red orange purple yellow black blue thoes colrs represent me too.

Red: all the blood shed from the beatings

Orange:their hope for it to stop

Purple: their love for those that hurt them

Yellow: the sun that they dont want to wake up to

Black: all the eyes forced shut

Blue: every tear they have cried pleading for a moment to stop, because of people like you!

But i’ll stand here waiting and i’ll stand fast. i would love to see you stand in my shoes, watching from a distance, watching people like you. Beat us, Hurt us, and potentially kill us off one bye one.

now you can be put into their shoes, Being told you need to die, that god hates you and it is a sin to be gay. that your not ment to live. you can be hit and beat untill your bloodly and brusied. because you will never be one of us.

Red orange purple yellow black blue, remember these colors, because they are you!

to you nik<3 i love you!!

~Daphane

A Speical thanks<33

Thanks you so much Jaime Flemming for getting me this far in my poetry career i dont think i would be able to get this far with out you<3 tell your gurll heyyy for mee!! lol thanks

1….2…..3….4

I cryed my eyes all through last night. Its 3:06am to be precise. You’ve hit me 4 times, and twice in the face. With every hit came a sting and every sting came a tear.

3:11 i drown in tears and no ears to hear my peircing wimmpers. no one to comfort me. i thought of a way out, held the knife to my face, i through it down with a clank. You told me to drop dead and i think i just might.All i wish is for someone to be here, just to hold me so very tight. so i began to wright end less writing.

3:15 the outer body has began to fled, gasping for that last breath, not knowing what to do. i didnt want to pray, there is no god, because if there was then why would he let his children hurt them selves, kill whats left of him.

my furnal was like no outer, i watched people sit there morn, im slowly drifting into an eternal sleep. i slowly breath. i can feel the gates of hell on my face. and blood pouring form my cheek. witch i guess would be a tear.

1……2…….3…….4 couting slowly

my name is daphane sierra long i died on july 3rd at 3:15 cause of death sucied.

dear who ever cares,

this is not a cry for help this is a plead of me tryin to be peace full. let me rest in pice. So now i say Good night

Being different, is okay!!

im different. and glad to say that i am.im mixed and have kinkey curly hair. People like to laugh at me because im different, i like to laugh becuase they are all the same.alot of people would never let there best friend fall asleep on a bench, in a mall, and sit on there stomach. well if you ment me i would let you!! i wore a pink tutu Yellow T, and some boots, and at the time i had green scene hair. i met this awsome guy named SABO!! lol hes chill af!! Never talk to strangers my ass!! i take pictures with strangeers!! like i said its okay to be different!! if your anything like me then your cool af and chiller then fukin ice <33

Just a dream?!?!

your soft lushes lips pressed ever so slightly agenist mine. your hands pulling me closer to you, left handbehind my head holding me there for what seemed like minutes. my eyes shut, witch begin to tear. thinking of my love for you a tear rolls down my cheak. befor i know it my handdss are in your hair i begin to smile, is this normal? Reality comes russing back to me in vicitous waves. im thinking of we. with this prestious memorie i try to set it free, so theres nothing left of we. This was only just a dream

-Daphane