I love silence. the darkness makes me think of all my sins I’ve given god to count. my tattered heart has been through alot. you don’t no me and what I’ve been through then again I don’t know you and what you’ve gone through.
Be glade you not me sitting in my shoes. my heart is ripped in 2 4 12 different pieces, you wouldn’t get it even if I you I wanna play this stupid game, and I don’t hate you. look away as I pit the frame, and cut you outta the picture. so listen to me when I speak and I talk. the darkness is my only friend. but thats okay because when I die I will go see my best friend, darkness where all my story’s and lies lie. darkness where I scream and shout I where I’ve died once before.
now look me on the eyes and tell me you still love me. I’ll look you in the eyes and tell you how much I need you. it’s 3:34 and you’ve screwed me over twice before, but I’m still in love with you. WHY CAN I HATE YOU!! I could never tell you, I love you i do. don’t speak another word, I through the key board on the ground and start spinning around, and thinking of happy things.
turning out the lights leaving is in mind, i never said you couldn’t help and now your putting words into my mouth. now it’s 4:20 still trying to think the light goes off, and I got one light one and a grin on my face. thinking back to a kiss the first one at that. the light goes off and I begin to sink back to my best friend … Darkness who’d you think. I scream out three words and begin to cry, they said your name witch I adore I stop for a moment. just paralyzed into ever lasting thought. about he much I love you, beginng to become understroght, I begin to relax its. 6:03 and now I am asleep so bye the next time I see you I’ll let my lips be the gun, my kisses be the bullets, than you can label me a killer, and I’ll shoot you down with every kiss and hug and every tear. I’m lost with out you here my dear I just would like you to know, how much I love you and still care. I’m never sure if you mean what you say, but to these words are powerful, wonderful, inspiration but you will never feel my pain. because in sitting in the damn dark reading to my best friend.
screw light and silence, I would rather listen to the world scream, as it gets into eternal darkness I hate silence it keeps me realize I’m alone I fall once more build up the wall and slam the door and cry to the god that dissent exist. these are my worst of fears. do you hear my screams or how about my cries. you not here so bask in the sun. I will burn I’m hell leave me here and if this poem makes you hate me than screw the world and I will go into my silence I hate darkness it lies to mr until I fall asleep and silence gives me time to think if all my sins given to god to count for what I have done but I have the barrel turned to my head click click. I love you boom! did you hear my scream or how about my cries my world just flashes right before my eyes.