im not going to bow down to you. leave me, you’ve done it many times befor. ill make my own way, im here left to die on the insie and out. All ways i had wondered why i loved you, never could i find this stupid little awnser lingering over my head. Its killing me on the inside. i dont care how many times ive kissed you, or said i love you. it means nothing to me.
these…….these… dark shadows, cover my head like a blanket. only can i see what it wants. eighter the good the bad or the unthinkable. pleaseing, praying, practily, paceing my room, looking for the one simple reason why i loved you. i can never find it, i think it might be just because you where hers, and i wanted you more then her.
no. i was never jelouse of her, she was that to me. she ment nothing worthless, rude, hated and no life, but i stuck by her side only me. but she took every thing that i wanted needed and had. she stole my life, and HIM!
this thought flutted my insides and forced my little brown eyes shut. only thinking the worst, kinda like all ways. But i relized i still love you and i will one day i will have you back. my love <3
#to avery hehe i told you i would wright it.