trying to hide my silent sobbing with a quick swipe of my hands. my hands trying to erase all of the memories that we shared but they flud back in an out of my eyes, and im forced to n them so i grab a book. writing words on this slender piece of paper being so stressed about him. not knowing how and why Can i not stop thinking about whats hes done to me. he used to make me not breath and my heart would skip beats but now, i just don’t breath, and my heart has stop just stop beating. im losing to the devil and al my sins it makes me laugh but now days i hardly ever laugh. why am i to hurt because all you do is hurt me and dis arm my weapons of destruction and killer instinct. NO! the onlytng t hurts is watching you kill your s the process. nothing changes but youve done nothing but go back and be a total F’in Di*k. what ever I’m done with all your childish games, i could care less honestly. still cant bele you think i would cheat on you! that’s low even for you. i broke up with the love of my life for you and you still think i would cheat on you. im no hoe. what ever happened to your young mans heart? maybe ill find it on my way to hell. then ill meet you there in a million years becuase nothing can make me say im sorry.